Love,was I asking too much!!!!!!!!

His face is puffy and red, while painful tears stream down his sad face.He cries out loudly, hoping someone will hear his silent screams.So many voices going through his head,telling him how better he would feel if he were dead.He places his shaking hands over his ears, trying not to listen.He yells out once again for help, yet no one comes to his rescue.He then remains sitting there on his bedroom's floor, while the clock ticks by.His body begins to shake uncontrollably, unable to stop it all.Starting to realize that no one cares, feeling so alone and helpless.He finally comes to the decision that there is only one thing left to do.He brings his shaking hands together, closes his eyes and prays.He speaks to god one last time and tells him this: "Lord, I'm so tired and the pain inside doesn't want to go away.I can no longer shed anymore tears, for my eyes hurt me really bad.The voices in my head don't want to go away.My heart aches so bad that it's become too unbearable for me.No one loves me, no one cares, no one wants me, and no one can help me now.I tried being the good boy everyone wanted, but it wasn't good enough.All I wanted was for someone to love me God.Was I asking too much?I'm so sorry God but I have to end my suffering the only way I know how.Please forgive me God for what I'm about to do." He takes a look at his family photo for the last time,and quickly grabs for the rope lying nearby He ties the rope with the ceiling fan and hangs himself.....He starts trembling with pain with tears in his brown eyes...finally he becomes numb and lies cold.He slowly begins to feel the pain fade away along with his soul finally falling into an endless sleep...He hangs there dead yet free of pain...It is now quiet,no screams,no tears ,no suffering...just utter silence.....